Wednesday, 14 November 2012

karma is a bitch

so today was one of the worst days of my life. Had a field trip to go to with my school and that much was great, the first completely tolerable hitch in the road was when in the bus I looked in my bag and took out the McDonalds bag I had brought with me, I took out the box the burger was in, it was a mcroyal...and it was made of beef (I don't eat beef) so that money went down the drain as I gave it to my friend so she could eat it but you know this didn't bother me because well, its not a big deal. the day went on we got to the farm (our trip was to a farm) and I was having a lot of fun till then, there were horse carriage rides and a lake and small huts. me and my friends (lets just call them Sam  manny and jenny) were the first to get on the horse and it was amazing, we were having so much fun! So then I saw a guy making clay pots by hand and decided to buy a pot from him, little did I know I had left my bag behind and when I went to look for it I got really worried about where I had put it. suddenly relief washed over me as I saw it was lying on a chair, so I looked through it to find my wallet....it wasn't there. i looked again, still not there and my wallet had $100 in it AND my phone (which doesn't work since I cant seem to charge it) WITH the sim still inside. so a hundred dollars PLUS a mobile phone worth $150 AND a sim....GONE. worse yet, MY SISTER GAVE ME THE MOBILE AS A BIRTHDAY GIFT! she sent it all the way from England  where she lives. I looked over the whole area and checked people's bags, but it wasn't there. I'm sure a student took it as nothing but the wallet was missing...how the hell do I tell my parents I lost it all and why the hell are people so cruel and mean. I want to cry right now.....fml

Wednesday, 4 July 2012

Shut up Mr know-it-all!

                      

Im the kind of person that doesn't get pissed off very easily but the worst comment anyone can ever say to me is "hey you dont know what you're talking about, your not as mature as me and haven't seen the truth about the world" this sentence or any like it really makes my blood boil! The reason being it is mostly said by people who dont even know me that well and are just a few years older! I wouldn't mind if an adult who has traveled and live far longer than me would say it but for someone who only thinks themselves to be superior to say such a thing makes me go crazy! What im thinking at that moment is " bitch if you knew the life iv had you'd be the one ashamed, who are you to judge what i know and what i dont know? Please do yourself a favour and fuck off." What i actually say, "hmm, you are very mistaken." and then the commenter goes on about how i act immature and so it basically means i have not dealt with the world. i think a lot of people would agree with me when i say people act immature because sometimes its just fun! Im a teenager and though a lot of others like me are in a hurry to grow up, i am not. I try to retain the little girl in me for as long as  i can and humour is the best way to do that. Lightly teasing someone, acting weird and random and just trying new things to try and be unique. That doesn't mean i haven't had my fair share of painful moments, it just means i dont always mope around and cry about them. So please, when you tell someone they haven't seen the world and are immature, think about what your saying and how that person may only be acting this way to make the world believe they aren't crying inside and are dreading growing up.~dd